Art is the only way to run away without leaving home.
Twyla Tharp
Friday, November 28, 2008
Last blogged @ 6:41 PM

I am so freaking happy that I was $8 poorer after I bought this XP


Alan's birthday present from us! :))
It looks cute but still, its a rodent that bites. argh.


Check the birthday boy goofy smile plastered on his face. hahahahax.











Wednesday, November 26, 2008
Last blogged @ 11:25 AM

Too much to say, I'm tired.


Sunday, November 23, 2008
Last blogged @ 7:51 PM

I browse through my camera album in my hp & think that I ought to savor these food in here :)


The baked pork chop rice with tomato sauce
from CenturySquare foodcourt


The taiwan pork chop
from the food fair at expo
The spicy grilled chicken spagetti
from ASTONS at bedok central

The chicken cutlet
from some tea hut in cs basement
The egg omelette rice
from CenturySquare foodcourt

Yesterday my mom's friend who migrated to England 8 years ago came to vist us. Mom brought her around in bedok central & we had ASTON'S. I seriously think her son is very very cute. He's only 4yrs old but ohmygod,he's just so chubby :)


I headed to East Point today. It was really quite aimless though. haish. He came before we went there to meet up yvette. since we agreed to meet after lunch, we went down to da bao lunch back to my house to eat & watch painted skin. *sorry vetty, that's the reason we were late :( *

& since he took ages to put on his sneakers, he wore my dad's slippers which I think were kinda loose on his skinny feet. hahax! i he walked freaking loud & looks like ah peh from behind XP so well. he cant stop complaining about the noise the slippers made so I offered to trade one of my slipper with him :) Im so very much sweet.thanks, I know =))

Oh well. we'll be meeting up again tmr. Lets hope it'll run smoothly =)









Saturday, November 22, 2008
Last blogged @ 12:25 PM

Madacagar 2 for the 11th surprise.

Sorry we were late for the movie for 15mins. lolx! Its not entirely my fault either, if you had just stay put & stop being so curious, we might have made it in time XP anyway.last night was really meaningful even though we didnt do much except slack around like pigs after dinner. hahax.


& thanksthanks for listening to me whine&complain yet another time :)) muacks!






Ohhh.. & some random shots rach took of me :)
I dont think I look glamourous in any but oh well, there sure are candid.
thanks anyway ;)













Thursday, November 20, 2008
Last blogged @ 7:04 PM

Perhaps the mood swings are hitting on me full blast again.

I feel so tired, so crappy, so touchy.

I get pissed at the slightest thing that annoys me.

Tell me what's wrong.I dont know how to figure it out.

Why are there still the countless quarrels? Didnt we agree to work things out? Why are there still the misunderstandings & where did all the jealousy comes from? Why are there still the tantrums you throw on me? Why is there still the sudden raise of voice? Didnt you promise never to do that again? Why is there still the need for crying when it only makes my eyes more swollen?

Tell me why.I am sorry I am not trying hard enough.I guess its my forte. The harder I try, the more I make things worse.


I fall, I crumple, I cry & I repeat this goddamnfuckingannoyingannoying cycle all over again. I try, try, try so freaking hard to change for the better.

I try try try so hard to keep my emotions in control. I try to hold back my tears even when the words you said is really too much hurt for my heart to bear.Why say you dont want to see me cry when you keep doing & saying stuffs that hurt me?

I know you said Im not the only one with feelings. But forgod'ssake, cant you see your importance in my heart till now? You'll never be replaced. STOP.

stop doubting me.

I'm getting tired. I love you, I really do. & I really wanna make things work coz I know deep down I can never bear to let you go ever again.

Give me more time. I am trying.

To be the girlfriend you talks about. The one who dont expects you to foot the bill for every date. The one who dont throw tantrums on you. The one who dont sulk if she doesnt gets her way. The one who doesnt argue back if you nagged at her. The one who doesnt keep calling while you're playing psp. The one who deosnt cry when you throw you tantrum on her. The one who answers the phone with a sweet voice. The one..

The one you're looking for is not me.



Saturday, November 15, 2008
Last blogged @ 10:46 PM

I had fun last night. I was really happy you took the effort to make me happy. Its really appreciated. & we didnt quarrel last night!


AND AND AND you were so warm & fluffy that I think I could cuddle up to you all night:)


I dont care what you said.But it did leave me feeling more insecure than ever. After the last incident, I am so so so afraid of everything , anything falling apart again.


My heart is too fragile to bear any more hurt.



Last blogged @ 10:44 PM

I think this is nice.

& it'll be nicer if I can have it :)





Last blogged @ 9:13 PM

Just some random shots I took recently:

Dad brought us & his friend to Eunos CC the Velu's Curry for dinner. They're famous for their curry fish head. & its FREAKING SPICY.






Last monday, I think I went swimming with karen =) The toilet was over-crowded with primary school kids. So we took a picture :) I look so small.


Another shot I took early in the morning in school. I almost waited for you at the bus stop again. I dont know why it keep slipping off my mind you're not here anymore.

This shot taste as yummy as it looks :) I want try the black pepper flavor next time.











Wednesday, November 12, 2008
Last blogged @ 9:48 PM

I have to. I want to. I must.
Watch this movie even if I have to crawl.



Monday, November 10, 2008
Last blogged @ 8:19 PM

Because someone doesn't love you the way you want them to doesn't mean they don't love you with all they have.

I came upon this quote & it really set me thinking. alot.

alot alot alot.

Alot.

I wonder, like me, do you often doubt about us too?



Last blogged @ 2:12 PM

Yuan lai when someone drive you to school leaves such a warm fuzzy feeling..


Saturday, November 8, 2008
Last blogged @ 4:43 PM

Rach bought her pooky to school last wednesday. Can you guess which belongs to mine? :)




Yesterday aka Friday 071108
Went Eastpoint to do an errand for dad. Passed something to cousin who's working there.
haish.
Eastpoint is pathetic, nothing to shop & freaking boring. Except the pet safari!
The toy poodles are so so so very cute that I just want to pick pne up & cuddle :)



He took half day off for me :) I really appreciate it alot. It has been like almost a month since we last had lunch together so yesterday was really a very fun lunch. lolx :)
Anyway, thanksthanks :)
&my body's still aching all over.
& I am going to going on a diet.
I must :)





Friday, November 7, 2008
Last blogged @ 8:58 AM

I made you angry again.

I guess I am not trying hard enough.

But I am so tired,

why is it everytime the harder I try, the more things worsen?


Monday, November 3, 2008
Last blogged @ 9:20 PM

Seeing you with so much hurt in your eyes hurts me more than anything. I try so hard, try to ease your pain again.But I guess I am not trying hard enough. Your tears are not suppose to be there, it hurts me too much. I know I still crumple,I fall, I cry but because of you, I gets up again. Your importance to me is too much for I can say.

Dont push me away again.


Saturday, November 1, 2008
Last blogged @ 10:47 AM

Songs For Life :)

I found these songs that I've heard many years back.
Listening to them brings back many flashbacks.
Try them,they're really worth listening.

六月的雨 - 胡歌 (仙剑奇侠传插曲)

终于明白 - 动力火车 (仙剑奇侠传片尾曲)

杀破狼 - JS (仙剑奇侠传主题曲)

消遥叹 - 胡歌 (仙剑奇侠传插曲)


Sung by a very long agao Girl Band : 4 in love

一千零一个愿望

命中注定



Last blogged @ 10:36 AM

Stop feeling inferior.
Stop being so insecure about us.
I am here.
With you, I'll always be.

I am sorry for letting you feel this way.
The hurt you have in your eyes is too much for all the guilt I can bear.
Its all my fault for what happened in the past.

But it has been so long.
Dont bring it up again,it has become history.
I am trying.

Trying to let you know I am here.
Assure you I will always be.
Ensure you I will not make the same mistake again.

We have been through so much.
Can you not see our love did not grow overnight.
I am right here next to you
because of what we went through
together.

Dont feel so insecure about my guy friends.
You're you
&nobody can replace you.

Trust me.
Of course, I know you wont.
Nobody deserves trust.
You earn them.

I am trying hard.
Just to let you know,
I love you.

& I wont stop just here,
I will show you.
They say falling in love is easy,
its the aftermath thats hard.

Just like what you said,
I love you,
I really really do.



Last blogged @ 10:29 AM

I have moved away.
One day, you might never ever see me again.
Does it matter to you?

I dont know
but again,I guess I dont have to.
You changed.

Whatever happen to all the waiting,
all the 'just really close friends' pact?
Whatever happen to all the names you call me every year,
nobody calls me san the way you did.

Maybe I can just pretend I never know you
since you pretend you never knew me
It sorta hurts,I suppose.

But i think it'll get better,
its not the first time someone lied to me.
Or maybe you just got tired of all the circles Im driving you to?

I dont know,
but this is not the happy ending
But i guess this is one of those stories

that ends without any reason.

I dont know when will I ever see your face again.
will I still remember the last time you call my name?

I suppose not.
You didnt even say goodbye.



Last blogged @ 10:24 AM

Yesterday aka 31.10.08 :

Happt Belated Halloween. Heard there was a party going on in Jerald's house last night, but I really think its not my thing & there are people whom I prefer not to see. Oh well, met him up instead.

Had dinner at ASTON's :)
Was craving for my hickory BBQ chicken.hahax.












Thanks for last night.
Xin ku ni le :)
Always after work so tired le still meet me up :)
thanksthanks :)






Last blogged @ 9:25 AM

From 24.10.08 - 28.10.08 :

In Malaysia.
At parental grandparents' house, they were making this orangy kueh. Its filling is a mixture of veggies, which is something similar you can find in popiah.

But unfortunately, I hate it.

Food I crave since last New Year:
- Ah Poh's wantons!

Worth eating for every food or wanton lover! Their wanton skins are super super smooth & thin.

- My aunt's chili egg prawns!
She cooks them really well. It may not look nice but it taste really yummy. One taste leaves you wanting for more.

- The legendary duck noodles!
Okay.I am being alittle drama here.
But I can swear with my life here in spore, nobody sells duck noodles with this taste. It is simply simply simply only found in pantai remis,perak, malaysia.


- Fresh steamed prawns!
No seasoning needed. Just steam & eat! Kido & me finished this plate in mere 15mins. I still want more. The prawns are just so different from spore, its much more sweeter. & fresher :)

Dinner with the maternal side of family :)



The picture below is a blend of ang moh kana kana. I dunno what's that, but it tastes sour & refreshing at the same time. If you wanna order it, its call kai xin guo. I am so in love with this drink.





Lunch with my relatives aka mom's uncle&aunty:




The home made sweet sauce I am so in love with:




The jackfruit tree that my parental ah ma planted is fruit-ing :)

Going back to spore~
The cousins all came over to send us off except ziyi who's studying.




Last shot for memory.
I have move away.

Thursday 30.10.08 ~
Uno STacko in student hub with the loves after PE lesson :)
Had fun,lets play again :)
Hello



My name is Koh Hooi San.

I love pink & I enjoy gorging on good food with good company.

I like stitch & his little raggy doll, scrump too.

It's not PMS, I'm just a very moody person with very bad mood swings.

OHH,and yes,I do lusts after JIRO 汪东城 ♥


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