Friday, June 27, 2008
Last blogged @ 11:52 AM

Been staying home these days so there isnt really much interesting stuff for me to blog about. So I decided to heed what Jes said & came up something similar to a wishlist :) hahax.Oh well,I was pretty bored and that gave me quite enough time to think about stuff(s) I am craving for. lolx XP

Here Goes The Places I Wanna Go:

#1. East Coast Park

#2. Mandai Zoo

#3. Fahrenheit's Concert ( its somewhere in dec 2008 )

Some things that caught my eyes:

- cute cute cute slippers that seems so comfy

-adorable little things that make you smile

- lunch boxes! I am very much in love with the winnie the pooh one :)

- massaging sticks

-hahax.my favourite scent- adidas fruity rythmn

- the strawberry body butter that caught my eyes last year

Wednesday, June 25, 2008
Last blogged @ 1:11 PM

Met him to shop for the stuff for the hamper for mom. hahax. Did quarrel in fairprice over what to get. The fruits section was the worse, i guess. I wanted to get those kiwis from NewZealand coz they're sweeter & mom likes them. But he said nobody get kiwis for hampers. lolx!

Tuesday, June 24, 2008
Last blogged @ 11:47 AM

Your Love Life Secrets Are

Looking back on your life, you will have a few true loves. You're a little scarred from your past relationships, but who isn't? You prefer a quirky, unique person to be your lover. You're easy going about who you're with, as long as they love you back. In fights, you are able to walk away and calm down. You are able to weather the storm. Getting over a break-up doesn't take long. Easy come, easy go.

Sunday, June 22, 2008
Last blogged @ 10:01 PM

Since you are someone who doesnt really remember the dates that are important to me, then I suppose there's no point for my very-sensitive me to be get upset about the whole thing. It only makes me feel like I am the very much wilful girlfriend who seems to be hard to please.

I said forget it so as to just drop this matter, but somehow, it still upsets me very much. But come to think of it, am i acting all too sensitive again? haish. There isnt a need to make it up for anything coz it isnt the first time you forgot about the dates that I hold on to.

Maybe I am trying too hard or what so ever to make everything work out, or I am simply being really really paranoid since I think I have been lately because of the the mess at home. Oh well, whatever it is, come to think of it, maybe I am demanding too much.

I am sorry.

I think the mess at home has appeared to be very best friends with my mood swings. I am really sorry if I vented the anger out on you. which is what I usually do, i think XP

Okay, I kinda feel better after blogging these out :)
Dont worry about those bubbles on your mouth, they'll go away soon.
& stop being so paranoid about it, they're just bubbles who has no intention of making you ugly.

lolx!

I love you all the same :)

Last blogged @ 8:59 PM

SUNDAY: 22-06-2008

With the many many visits to SGH and the clinic+ the many many religion procedures thingy, I hope mom is feeling better. I do believe, that she however, has to something with her "extremly paranoid" case.



I was really tired this afternoon & tried to take a nap, only to feel someone knocking on my head again. Mom said she was bored & kept on with the pestering to entertain her. I took her to aunt who stayed just opp my block & I think the 1.5hrs chat with her was quite enough.

As I was quite bored & still tired, I decided to play around with my cousin's toys. The mirror seems to make my face distorted:

& looks are deceiving,

she is strong for her size.

SATURDAY: 21-06-2008

We went to century square for dinner. A restautant called bi feng tang, where my another cousin works there. The food are just average. Edible but alittle too much on the salt. The bill comes at around S$142 ++

Thursday, June 19, 2008
Last blogged @ 9:55 PM

Went back for calculus lesson today. I was late XP SORRY GFs! yea,including paxton.he said he'll be my GF.lolx! Anyway.didnt really paid much attention coz its really sian lo..haish. Went off with the mates at around 1pm. Its like we poteng & headed to town.It was damn a last minute decision lo. Had a freaking goofy time at KFC even though he was actually pissed coz of some reasons & the fact that he was really really hungry.



hahax~ I dropped this spoon while eating my whipped potato. FUNNY. & paxton said I lao sai =.= NOT FUNNY.. lolx.



Oh well, the thing is I actually dislike going to town coz its flooded with people & the stuff there are usually not my cup of tea. But well well well, Im surprised it had been enjoyable. Its nice to have both BF & GFs by my side XP hahax!



We got similar anklets & chatted & cam-whored at the food court & toilet. hahax. Maybe I will post the anklet photo another time. Its really nice. Each of us choose 2 colors & there's

colors of stringy-rope together that makes it very unique. I love it =))






Ohh. And of course, he was nice X) we had fun goofing around. lolx =))



I miss you too,but next time dont hug so hard.ben dan.

Tuesday, June 17, 2008
Last blogged @ 8:59 PM

I was thinking maybe my ass wil start growing stuff if I sat & did nothing much whole day. So to keep myself from falling asleep when there's absolutely nothing to do:

Friday, June 13, 2008
Last blogged @ 9:52 PM

Your Lust Quotient: 15%

Congratulations, you have your lust under control. It's not that you aren't a lustful person, you just like to save it for the perfect occasion!

The PJ's You Are Most Like: No PJ's

You're a bit of a hedonist - opting for comfort over everything else You have an understated, easy sexiness that men love You'll risk that for the feeling of sheets against your bare skin!

You Mostly Have Your Emotions in Check

Sometimes your emotions get out of control, but you usually are a pretty stable person. You can find a lot to be happy about, as long as things are going your way. But if a few bad things happen to you, you tend to go in a bit of a downward spiral. Luckily, you usually come out of it okay and no worse for the wear.

You Sometimes Don't Get Enough Sleep

You're often more tired than you'd like, and you're probably not getting enough quality sleep. Sleeping a little more could make you a lot more energetic and happy. Try having a bedtime, keep your bedroom cool, and only eat fruit before bed.

Last blogged @ 8:29 PM

There are times that I still think of you & I get really upset with myself for having any contact with you in the very much miserable past of mine.

I am still working out the thing between us. You said to put it aside till my mom gets well. I do agree with you but still, I still dont know how to work out some stuff lea X(

I know I've been getting really very emotional lately..I dont know why Iam either..I just know that if mom contiunes to have her paranoid attacks every single day, last minute 'emergency' to SGH or insisting to see the family doctor again.. I will go bonkers.

Holidays are here,but Im not really looking forward to it. Work begins tmr till wednesday. Calculus lesson on thursday -special request by mrTan. Friday- might be going back to school to cook some stuff with the culinary buddies =) that is the only thing I looks forward to. lolx.

well~ hopes that mom recovers fast.

Thursday, June 12, 2008
Last blogged @ 8:08 PM

Sunday, June 8, 2008
Last blogged @ 6:44 PM

Last Saturday

10.32pm- Mom said she wasnt feeling well. She ask dad to bring her to the doctor. Dad went bonkers. Said she is siao coz she every single night will have some new problem. Said that she shouldnt think too much. Mom was quiet all the way.

11.05pm- We all took a cab to SGH A&E department.

12.39am- Mom seen the doctor which has given her enough assurance for the sleep.

2.02am- Reached home, showered & ready for bed. Had enough of the paranoid-ness.

Saturday, June 7, 2008
Last blogged @ 2:41 PM

Last blogged @ 2:00 PM

#1. Name 20 people you can think of right now.
Don't read the questions until you name them.
At the end of this, choose 5 people to do this.

1. Him
2. rachel
3. yvettte
4. jeslyn
5. hui peng
6. karen
7. zi ting
8. paxton
9. hung ping
10. sebestian
11. ziyi
12. min tun
13. min than
14. ying ping
15. jia le
16. vani
17. xiao qiang
18. keith
19. terence
20. zhi xiong

A) How did I met 14?
- primary school classmates.

B) What would I do if I never met 1?
- hmm..i wont be what I am right now? hell,i dunno.

C) What if 9 and 20 dated?
- they wont.

D) How about 6 and 17?
- hahax! karen & xiao qiang?!

E) Describle 3.
- sarcasticly interesting enough that its a miracle im still friends with her. & she has this freaking interest about vampires.

F) Is 8 attractive?
- paxton? hmm..does his ass counts?

G) Describle 7.
- pretty & friendly :)

.H) Do you know any of 12's family member?
- nah

I) What would you do if 18 confessed that he/she likes you?
- nah,tad wont happen.

J) What language does 15 speaks?
- bullcrap. hahax..ice balls!

K) Who is 9 going out with?
- nobody in particular,but he's crushing hard for someone XP

L) How old is 16?
- 20

M) When is the last time you spoke to 13?
- 3-4 days ago.

N) What's 2's favourite band/singer?
- she listens to LOTS of music,but i think she fancies JJ.

O) Would you ever date 4?
- nah.Im straight & she's attached :)

P) Would you ever date 1?
- Used to think never,but I am.

Q) Is 19 single?
- uh huh

R) What's 10 last name?
- lolx,i dunno,just got to know him this year.

S) Would you date 11?
- nah.he's attached :)

T) What is 3's school?
- Temesek Poly.

U) Where does 16 lives?
- Serangoon.

V) What's 5's favourite thing?
- hmm.she likes cute & stuff.girly stuf like necklaces? hahax.

W) Have you seen 2 naked?
- nah

Five people : yvette, jeslyn, huipeng, rachel, zi ting :)

Friday, June 6, 2008
Last blogged @ 4:50 PM

Forget yesterday. Should I still want to remember what happened yesterday,I might not want to talk to you again.

No school today.Cut fruits up for the folks =) Had alittle fun with this fruity masterpiece of mine. hahax :)




Meet TIKI. His husky puppy. Damn freaking furry that it makes my nose really itchy. lolx =) But he's really really really cute.

Monday, June 2, 2008
Last blogged @ 8:50 PM

The father should never lay a finger on the daughter. I've make my point once & I will not hesitate to make it clear again. Whatever that has happen has happened. I will not bring it up again but it sure has left another you-know-what impression in my almost 18 years of life.

For some rather private reasons, my eyes are really swollen this morning. I know I look pretty hideous but its really comforting to have him say its okay & that I look cuter this way. Anyway, still. I cant forget last night's incident.

Alright.. thou shall skip the bad stuff =) ben dan got a NEW dog!!! whahahax~* He got it last night..a really last minute decision & I told him "rmb to chain it properly hor!" XP Its a husky puppy. OHMYFREAKINGASS~ how cute can it gets? Oh well, anyway, its a male :)) He sais his sis named it TIKI ~~~ & I went lolx..hahax..lolx..hahax ~~~ coz its a cute name & so but it sounds like stubborn in diaglect. Such irony.

I am so utterly glad that I manage to pull through this whole day without breaking down. There are actually many times in a row, I had this urge to just collaspe & starts the emotional crap but I PULLED THROUGH! X)

Many thanks thanks to the peeps especially rach =)) & of course..
hIm =)

~* gran's leaving tmr, I guess thats about it. I sure hopes mom recovers ASAP. I will survive this emotional bullcrap turmoil :)

If S= san,
S square= ?

Answer: SAN IS STRONG.

for now =)

lolx~~~~ lame.update again later ~*